( Aug. 31st, 2009 04:17 pm)
So much going on, so much confusion

Tired, and tested
( Jul. 11th, 2009 10:05 am)
I have a dreamwidth code if anybody would like it. First come gets it.
( Jul. 10th, 2009 07:57 pm)
It really hurts when your friend(s) are laughing at you.. or poking fun at you/cracking jokes at your expense.. behind your back. Hurts even worse when you really weren't meant to find out, but did anyway. Which makes you wonder what they've said/continue to say..


Hurts to know that any effort I put into a friendship can end up in vain...

People wonder why I dont want to make new friends.
( Jul. 9th, 2009 01:04 pm)
People often ask each other "do you have any regrets in life"...

Usually I reply with "no"



Now I'm starting to wonder.

Especially when I let certain people enter my home, and can only be grateful that, that won't be the case ever again.



Some people are so disturbed, and delusional... it's SCARY.
( Jun. 8th, 2009 08:21 pm)
I'm going to be free from a lot of things soon...
( May. 30th, 2009 08:22 pm)
Gotta have fun, and do crazy things every now and then.
( May. 29th, 2009 10:12 am)
Sometimes, in life.. I feel like I have to knock on would so hard I'll end up with bloody knuckles.

The proof is in the pudding people.. and you better be serving me chocolate flavored.
( May. 28th, 2009 08:14 pm)
I wish I would stand up for myself more often, instead of waiting till it gets to the *boiling point*. But I guess better late than never.
( May. 25th, 2009 11:40 pm)
Sometimes, my siblings can be the most evil, vindictive, selfish human beings.


I want no part in that. *I* am NOT that person.
( May. 19th, 2009 10:15 am)
Funny how when you have money,
suddenly everybody wanna be your friend
and need a favor
They all want a share of your riches
instead of taken initiative
they wanna live off of your labor
( May. 18th, 2009 02:11 pm)
"I don't know what they want from me, it's like the more money we come across... the more problems we see"


I think I finally understand that song
( May. 17th, 2009 06:56 pm)
Slowly, I grow
Slowly, I become whole
( May. 16th, 2009 11:27 am)
Once again, I feel like someone is watching me.

I'm hardly wrong about these things.
( May. 13th, 2009 11:55 am)
I have a new favorite quote for life...

"You got to be happy with what you got in life. If you got a ragged ass car? Be happy you even got a raggedy ass car......... otherwise, you might accidentally turn into a hater" (Katt Williams).
( May. 12th, 2009 09:47 am)
I wish people could see how their actions affect other people.
You can't point it out to them though... they'll get all defensive, and try to make it seem like its YOUR fault.


When shit hits the fan? I'm not going to be sorry.
( May. 10th, 2009 07:07 pm)
It could be nice, to sort of start *fresh*....
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