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Created on 2009-05-10 22:55:55 (#323705), last updated 2009-08-31 (420 weeks ago)

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Birthdate:Dec 11
Location:Buffalo, New York, United States of America
ღ Married for 10 years
ღ Have 2 amazing kids (ages 9 & 6)

•I am a modern day Mother Theresa. I would give you the shirt off my back, without question. I am always giving of myself (time, money, favors, etc) (I've had people I barely know in life show me much greater kindness that some "friends"). I'm used to it. I'm trying to work on not being a doormat anymore...
•As of May2009, I will have been legally married for 10 years. My husband is an army veteran (6 years, 1-10Cav... 1998-2004), probably one of the hardest things I've had to deal with as an adult. But despite this all, despite life, and people...we're closer now, than we were even a few years ago.
•I love those that make me feel loved.
•I value my friends. And I will respect your views, and choices in life... so long as I am afforded the same opportunity. Friendship is a 2 way street.. and I'm DONE paving one-way roads in life.
•I'm a survivor. I've had to deal with every single form of abuse you can think of, for years as a child/young adult. However, I refuse to be another statistic. I've reclaimed my voice, my body, and my mind. I refuse to tolerate abuse towards me EVER again. That's not to say I don't have *issues*... but I will be damned if anybody treats me like shit and make me feel worthless ever again.
•I like to dance, and drink vodka while I'm dancing.
•I like watching pole-dancers (I'm trying to learn myself.. I'm not too bad considering I don't get to practice all that often.. That will change once I am able to get my X-pole)
•I cook, sew, crochet, &dance... it's is my stupid writing that isn't even good writing (Actually, I'm pretty proud of some of my poetry..), but it makes me feel better.
•I'm a half-gay, fag-hag. . I also like neon lights, and glow-sticks. I'm a little bit punk, a little bit goth, a little bit *rave girl*, and a little bit confused. But I'm NOT emo/scene.
•I don't have to follow a trend, or copy someone, or try to *out-do*/*one-up* somebody, or LIE about my life to feel secure in myself
•**Also, I don't go out of my way to offend anybody. Really... (in fact, most of the time, it's the other way around).. but! If I do offend anybody? I'm not going to apologize for it. After all...I AM entitled to have my OWN opinion**

I believe in the Golden Rule, and Karma. I believe that if you treat somebody a certain way? It will come back to you. Even if you think you won't get caught? Karma sees all, and will punish you accordingly, whether you think you deserve it or not. Because that's not for you to decide

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alternative lifestyles, bi, bisexual, bisexual pride, caffeine, chinese food, cky, club marcella, coffee, dancing, diy clothing, eminem, fishnets, gay boys, gay porn, gay pride, george clinton, goth boys, goth girls, i heart nerds, kritickill, leaetherstrip, makeup, marilyn manson, mary magdalan, matching bra and panties, my husband, nerds, nice asses, nin, pierced tits, piercings, poledancing for fitness, pride, punk boys, punk girls, punk goes crunk, redbullvodkas, rob zombie, safe visitors, self-control, sewing, sex, shoes, straftanz, sushi, tabouli, tattoos, uppers, vodka, wny, writing, xpole
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